Words

frus·trat·ed
To cause feelings of discouragement or bafflement in

Hurt
To cause mental or emotional suffering to; distress

An·ger
A strong feeling of displeasure or hostility

desolate
crushed by grief

These are the only words to describe how I feel towards her. No sorry, you're right, I won't do it again, or anything is going to change this now. I wish I would've never found her. Maybe someday she'll find herself. Maybe she'll realize what exactly it is that she just lost.