Long time no post...
Here's the rundown:
Week following Minneapolis wasn't too exciting, but it got better as the week went on. On Friday, Ashley, a girl I met at the beginning of the term, had her 18th birthday and invited Max and me out to dinner at a really nice restaurant on the bay. Turned out no one was planning on buying her dinner that night, so I covered her and max...after all, you can't go out with a girl, especially on her birthday, and make her pay. Dinner was pretty good. The best part was hanging out there talking for nearly 3 hours. AFter dinner we decided to drive to Spencer and go to see Domino. It was a pretty good movie. I recommend it. That was it for the night.
Saturday was a rather boring day until the evening. Max and I ran to walmart and watched movies all day. Around 8:30 or so Ashley and 2 of her friends came over and hung out for a few hours just talking and telling jokes and such...
Sunday was pretty uneventful also. Just watched movies and caught up on missed sleep from the night before. I had some problems with Whitney and flat out decided not to talk to her anymore. More on this when I get more into this current week.
This week:
Monday was boring as hell. It really sucks having to get up for work at 6 in the morning. That night after a day of texting and trying to call and such I finally give into Whitney and talk to her. She seemed pretty sincere with her apology.
Tuesday-Today:
So Whitney and I had been talking a lot, but today brought back my feelings that i had last sunday. It's a long story. Here's what I don't understand at all...and this doesn't just have to do with her: Why do girls go after the guys that don't give a shit about them...the guys that continually hurt them, the guys that probably cheat on and lie to the girl?? It hurts me more than anyone can imagine to see a girl that I like or even those that are just friends to be continually hurt by the same guy. I can't wait till the day when they get the courage to leave that guy. When that time happens there life will be one hell of a lot better. I've seen it happen and that's how it is every time.
Anyone who happens to be reading let me know what I should do. Do you stay and keep waiting, getting continuously pushed to the side, just to watch them get hurt again or just cut your losses and get out of it and not have that shit to worry about?? The problem is that she makes me feel like no other girl ever has. Such a hold on me...
In other news, work has been really boring this week. I'm doing in line audits and time studies of stations on the line. It has to be done, it's just slow, time consuming, and boring. Oh well...i'm getting paid well for it so I guess I can't complain.
Plans for tomorrow and the rest of the weekend:
Friday: nothing planned
Saturday: Judging debate in spencer and getting paid for it!!
Saturday night: Halloween party at our place!
Sunday: No clue
I can't wait for Thanksgiving...I haven't seen my family in a long time and I'm really looking forward to it. Plus I miss Colorado a ton.
Good music artists to check out:
Sage Francis, Cunninlynguists, Eyedea and Abilities, Dayton Family, Nickleback
I'm out for now...those of you that know me...hit me up sometime...i'm bored as hell out here.
1 Comments:
My apology was sincere, and now that we're not talking again, I just don't get it! I don't understand why we can't be friends, no matter what my personal situation happens to be. Isn't that what friends do? Put up with each other's relationship shit even if one or both of you know that it's not the greatest thing for that person? Oh geeze.
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